Previously on "The L Word"
You look beautiful
You know what, let's start with mom and dad
Do you write them? Do you see them
Do you love them? I mean anything
What's wrong
until that you can acknowledge that my relationship of 8 years
was every bit as meaningful as your marriage to my mother
until you can see that my heart is broken
Because I've failed the woman I love
perhaps in the same way that you failed my mother
then I really had nothing else to say
Daddy
I'd like to see what would happen
if we started to spend some more time together
What about Helena
We are not exclusive
You've crossed every line of trust
and don't you dare to tell me this was for the sake of art
I just finished taking down the last of the cameras
I pretty much had them all over the house
Umm, Jenny saw a tape I made of the two of you
Beg me
Speak more clearly
I can't understand you
Fuck me
Please fuck me
I'm gonna give you a minute to think about
How badly you want me to fuck you
the L word 211 Loud and Proud
I don't know what else to tell you
Couldn't you try to convince him
I've spoken to your father's physician in Philadelphia
He tells me your father is adamant
I think that he's very aware of that
It would be an uphill battle
with little hope of recovery
I am sorry
Hey
How is he
He has Advanced Prostate Cancer
and he's refusing any treatment
Oh my God. I'm so sorry
I m so so sorry
Look it's gonna be alright
Okay?
Listen, we are gonna get through this
Where's Kit
She's in the
She's in the room
But she has to leave to go to the Planet
to get ready for tomorrow
Oh my god. Tomorrow's the parade
And she thinks he's right to refuse treatment
Well, maybe she's just trying to support his decision
That's it
He can not make a decision right now
I mean you should see him
He's not himself
He's so sick
Come on
There you go
Hey
Easy,easy,easy,easy
Okay okay
Let me help with the feet
Hello Melvin
Take those home
You can put flowers on my grave
Aren't you gonna say hello to Tina, daddy
Hello, Ms. Kennard
How are you feeling
How do you think I'm feeling
Daddy, did you see how pregnant Tina is
Would you like to feel the baby
That would be highly inappropriate
Hi, it's me right here
I would make out with
Yes, and scary, can sometimes be a little sexy
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That's right, and stupid, Shane
Let me ask you this question
what are you looking for
in a woman
What are you looking for
[Hebrew]
Jen
Hi
What are you doing
I just kept on having
These nightmares, so
just trying to work it all out
Well umm
Can we talk for a second
Yeah
This is my home, Jenny
and I don't know it's
the first time I actually have
a room of my own
That's a huge thing for me
and I am sorry. I am
I am sorry about what you saw on that tape
But I like living with you
I love you
I think we had a great time
Right
It's just, I don't
I just don't wanna lose it
Yeah
What are you gonna do about Carmen
Nothing
I think the two of you should be together
What about you?
I think
I think that it was a very important step for me
and now
I am onto other things
So, is that why you are pushing me and Carmen together
No
Because you are great together
Come on, I wanna show you something
I'm looking for a good time
Come on. Really
Yeah. Why are you asking as if I am not
Because I just want you to be truthful
I am
Great
What are you looking for
Mark here answering question "what are you looking for in woman"
a little love, happiness
And a little Al Green
Look, definitely a little Al Green
No, really
What
What are you looking for
You are not scary
and Carmen is not gonna get herself
involve with something that she can't handle
okay?
I love you
Camile, I told you not to fall in love with me
No no, this is me talking
I love you, Dana
Who is that
I don't know
It's Howie
What
What's he doing here
Hey Hey, is it you guys
I can hear you
Hey
Howie
Big sis
Ha
Good to see you
Oh Alice, nice outfit
I am cleaning
How'd you find me
Are you kidding
Mom and dad loved to talk about how you
give up your bright future with Tonya
for a dead end relationship with her
Sorry
You seem far away
I am not. I am just thinking about Melvin
I thought that might be the case
Who knows what Bette's gonna do without him
Tina,I don't mean to sound harsh,but
that's not any of your concern anymore
Is it
Bette's still my family
Yes,I am reminded of that often enough
Can I take your plates
Sure
And can we see the dessert menu please
I will bring it right over
I want to see,other people
You mean,you wanna see Bette
Tina,it's fine
That,it's not like we are exclusive
You haven't drop that bombshell,I mean
I just,feel bad,that
you are under the impression that things are otherwise
There you go
Thank you
Did you run away
No no. Mom and dad are just
way up in my grill so
I needed some space
So you came here
Oh��yeah, thought it would be fun to suprise you guys
Calling's fun too
Oh,email's fun
What?You guys not happy to see me
No
It's not. It's not that at all
just that
How long are you staying,Howie
Coz it's gay pride weekend
and we are kinda "all up and out" proud thing
Oh okay,well
Maybe I will go wit you then
Howie
How do I put this
Gay pride.. Howie.. is for gay people
Yes.. yeah.. okay.. see
Come here
Gay
Yup
Not gay
Right.. right
You wanna come to the pride with me tomorrow
Yeah
There's a party at the Planet afterwards
May I come in
Sorry
I was just wondering
if it would be alright if I just
if I just stay here tonight and leave first thing tomorrow morning
I almost got all the stuff in my car
but
I just don't wanna leave
my car full of shit while I unpack at night
Yeah
Someone might steal your cameras
I know that you hate me
And,while I would love to ask for your forgiveness
I probably wouldn't forgive myself
so
I don't know if you can relate to this
But
It's this,terrible thing that I
was doing
suddenly became the best
truest thing that I've ever done
What
I got. I got
I will go get the rest of my boxes. Sorry
Hey..
You can stay tonight
Thank you
"Well I was getting to feel that way myself..
thou I've always reckoned that looking at the new moon over your left shoulder
is one of the carelessest and foolishest things a body can do
old Hank Bunker done it once... "
Hi
Hello melvin
Hello
Hey
I brought you some food
and change of clothes
Oh,thank you so much
as nice as it is
I don't know how much longer
I could've wore this dress
Well,you look beautiful in it
You look beautiful
radiant
I was so mad at you for leaving the ceremony
I thought you did it to spite me
No.. no no. I was so proud of you
You looked so confident
Would you please close that curtain
Of course
Well,I should go home
Thank you for the food and the clothes
Will I see You tomorrow
I m gonna go to the parade with Helena
Look.. I m not gonna stop seeing her
If you don't want to see me under these circumstances,I understand
One step at a time,okay
Okay
She's gone now
You don't have to hide now
What have I done
What are you talking about
I loved you
I umm,supported every endeavor you've ever undertaken
I've given you every opportunity to follow your every dream
I don't understand
why you want to punish me
I am not punishing you
I do not understand
and you are such a beautiful woman
Daddy
Don't you ever think about the day
you are gonna stand in the judgement before god
What are you gonna say to him..
when he opens the book of life and reads your sins
I will say
I am your creation
and I am proud
Now I know how hard you've worked
to distance yourself from everyone else on this planet
and I am sure that deep down you've got some great reasons why
But it's not gonna work for you anymore
It's working fine
No.. it's not
It's not because of this. Okay
Because of this right here
Do you feel this
Most people don't have this,Shane
This is rare
This kinda things just don't happen
And I feel this because I see it
And I know it
Here's some sheets
Wow,thank you
and pillows and things
You need pjs
No,I am good,yeah
Okay
I am happy that you are here
I am happy to see you too,Dane
Alright
Good night
He's gonna ruin our pride
Maybe he can hang out with you
What
Wha.. where are you gonna be
I sorta got asked to be on the gay and lesbians center float
Were you gonna tell me that
Yes
Great
Al
Be with me
No,seriosuly
Be be be with me on the float
You are a celebrity
You are,you are A "Pieszecki of the chart" pieszecki
Really
Be on the float
Well,do you think.. would they want that
Yeah
Come here with me on the float
Come on,let's be known and gay together
That sounds kinda fun
Yeah
Alright.. well.. how about Howie
We will leave before he gets up
I love the way you think
I love you
I am gonna set the alarm,okay
Yeah
Okay
Morning
You want one
Sure
He's not there
Did he leave
I don't know
Thank you
We should get to the parade early
Yeah
Is it gonna be really big
Probably
Hey
I brought coffee and umm
those little organic scones that you guys like
I am fucking lost man
Can you just take these,please
can I talk to Jenny
You gotta ask her,not me
Now
Can I talk to you
Yeah
I wish so much that there's something I can do
No. I don't think there's anything that you can do
I think that you did it
When I moved in here
I was the type of guy who was capable of doing shit like this
But I am not that guy anymore
I know I've said it before
But you and Shane had made me a better man
Oh, fuck off Mark
It's not my job to make you a better man
And I don't give a shit if I've made you a better man
it's not a fucking woman's job to consumed and invaded and spat on
so some fucking man can evolve
It's not what I meant
What the fuck are you talking about then,Mark
You give me one reason
Why you think that I should forgive you
Because that,Jenny,I've made a big,big mistake
But from that
I've learned how difficult it is to be a woman
Oh please
Wait Jenny
Hey
Look at this
what are you doing
Is this what you want
No
What I want
is for you to write fuck me on your chest
write it,do it
and I want you to walk out that door
and I want you to walk down the street
and anybody that wants to fuck you
said,"Sure sure no problem. "
and when they do
You have to say,'Thank you very very much. '
And make sure that you have a smile on your face
And you stupid fucking coward's gonna know
What it feels like to be a woman
Ohh,Shane,I just
I don't know
He must've heard our alarm this morning
There's no reason to be up so early
Dana Fairbanks
Hey guys
It's Dana Fairbanks
she's here
Okay
Oh,I am sorry
Yeah
Can I get your name
Yeah
Alice Pieszecki
Would you spell that please
P- I- I am not on that list
I am
She's
This is my girlfriend
We are together and
Alice pieszecki of the chart,KCRW
It's okay anyway
This is my brother
And I thought they could be on the float with me
Oh,I m really sorry Dana
Only the people who's name is on this list gets to go on the floats
They can watch you from the crowd
It'd be fun for them
Well
It's not like it's the HRC or the GLAAD float thing anyways
What
You heard me
Alice
Dana,if you'd like to ride on our float
We'd love to have you
Alone
I m sorry you guys
Uh huh
I will see you after
Yeah
Oh,how sweet of her
People really loved her huh
Yeah
Alright,keep it moving
He's straight
Come on
I am sorry
It's a bit of a mate market
Are you okay
I am okay, yeah
Al
Come with me
What
Well,she won't come with me
So you have to do it
What
shane. She wants me to ride with her with the motorcycle lesbians
The Dykes on Bikes and you are not going
Yup,I wanna be an observer
Yeah I so wanna go
Yeah
Umm. Howie��how about Howie
Yeah I will be fine
I will look after him
You okay? You okay? You good
Yeah
Oh cool. Thanks
Hey
Hi I am Howie
I am Jenny
Nice to meet you
You wanna walk around
Yeah, sure
I am gonna go with the dykes on bikes. So
Alright fine. I will see you later
Yo can write that on your little clip board
See you Al
Shane.
What
I told Dana that I love her,twice
That's good
Yeah. But she didn't say anything back
And umm,that's bad,right
Okay. why am I even talking to you about love
Serious
Look,at least I can see that she loves you
You can
Yeah. You can't
Come on
Jenny
Oh my god,Shane
Hi Dana
You know I have a secret
What
I've never actually attended the parade before
I mean,I had parties around it
I've rented rooftops with amazing views of it
But I've never actually be in it
Well,welcome
We are happy to have you
And how about you
Oh,this is,my seventh
Such a political being you are
Fighting for gay rights,eh
No,not really
Bette and I used to come every year
It's just an excuse to have a margarita before 3 o'clock
Did you miss that
I like being here with you
Seeing it through your eyes
She needs to get spank
Jenny
Hey
Hi
Hi,have you seen Howie
He said he would meet up with me later
Was he freaking
No
Did he say where he's going
Maybe he went to a sports bar or something
Yeah,probably. Right
Yeah
what
How weird
Thank you
Maybe there was a good game on
Will I see you there
Maybe
Wow,I love to punish a tease
I wish you were here,mom
Hey
I brought you something to eat
How is he
Asleep
Why don't you go home
If I go home
All I am gonna think about is being here
But you can't just stay here and
I can
It's my decision
Is that my Katie
Yeah,daddy
Come here Kat
I brought your pajamas
Ah��okay
I am so sorry
All these years
such foolishness
oh, Katie��Katie
It's okay��it's okay
Is my baby here
Yeah,she's here
I
I love you both
I love you too,daddy
I don't think I can do this
Yeah sure you can
Come on
Okay
Maybe it's not a great idea
Alright,look
Let's just look at the pros and cons
Okay
Okay,okay
Gentle with novices
This is good
Okay,great
So we can just tell them it's our first time
I think they might know that,Dana. But
Okay
Alright
There's 7 stations of the cross
Okay
Umm,see
Whipping
Temporary piercing
Public humiliations
Anal penetration
Torching
Torching,oy
Okay
Umm,spanking and
Oh,specialty arts
That's nice
Oooh,there's a free buffet till 6
chicken wings and tofu
Yeah,what do you think
I don't know
We'll,sneak peek and
Right,alright
Let's do it
Come on
Hey
Hi
So polite
Ohh,what do you want your servant to be
I don't know tunafish
Thank you
Okay
Alright
Great
Planet
Uh great��yeah
Fantastic
Okay
Bye
Thank you
Thanks
Hey
Happy pride
Oh my God,you look so huge
Oh my God,wow,hey
Hi
What are you doing here
I am celebrating gay pride I guess
I don't know
You mean,gay shame
That's what it really is
Why
Cause most of us have more shame than pride
I think that you might be right
You wanna dance
No
What's the matter
Am I too old,or
Too suburban or something
No,you are perfect
You wanna kiss me
Happy pride
Leigh
Hey
How are you
I am good
Good to see you
So you've made it
Yeah,it's a great party
Did you enjoy the parade
Yeah,I had a great time
Yeah
Tina,this is Leigh
Leigh,this is my friend,Tina
Hi,very pregnant friend
Yeah
She and umm,her ex are having a baby
Oh I am sorry
Not about the baby
about the ex
I am just going through a breakup myself,so
You know,I heard,but I wasn't sure of that
Well,the rumors are true
Valerie moved back to New York and
We just weren't ready for long distance relationships. So
Oh,you know what
Maybe it's wise
So,do you wanna dance
Oh,dance?Please do
I need to sit down
Okay
Great
We will see you in a bit
Okay
Hey.. where are you going
We just got here
Umm,it's hot in here
I need to step out
Okay
Hurry back
Awww,got me
I am worried about Howie
He's got the keys
He knows the address
He's fine..
Yeah,but he's my little brother you know
I should spend more time with him
Holy shit
What
Excuse me
I am sorry
Just one second
Howie
I will be back
I will be waiting
Okay,a cosmo, Howie
Yeah
It's alcholic
It's gay
What's going on
I am celebrating pride
But,Howie
What do you have to be proud of
Okay,excuse us for just one second
Howie,that man is gay
I know Dana
Are you,are you imitating me?
Is this,it's not funny
If it's what you are doing
No,I am not
So you just
You just decided that you are gay
You know,you are too young
You you,you just,it takes time
Dane,I've known since I was 4
And you made that much fun of me
Well,it's cause your scared
I mean
Be gay,be proud everybody
Stop stop
Dana
Could you tell mom and dad for me
Thank you
Mark
Oh fuck
I am sorry
I am just turning the keys in
You've opened up
Well,you've opened up this pandora's box
And now you are just running away
So
I dare you to stay here and deal with this
We are not friends
Daddy
Remember when I was a little girl
and on sundays.. we go to church
and you'd wear your three piece suit
pointy toed shoes
I looked over to you
and I said
that's my dad
You were the handsomest man in the world
You are everything
everything I thought a man should be
Is that right
Oh,I am,I am sorry
I didn't know you are not sleeping
I am not dead yet
Sorry I woke you up
Where's benjamin
He's with his wife and kids
You shouldn't have let him go
If he's the man you wanna be with
then you should be with him
Whatever the cost
Like you did with mom
I did what I had to do
to ensure my happiness
sometimes it comes at a price
yeah,yeah
It does
What
I love you
I love you too
Don't touch me
[hebrew]
I never had a hamster
But I had a dog
and her name was Remy
I,have a brother
But I've never met him..
Because we've never grew up together
and my mom put me in foster care when I was 9
but I still love her very much